I’ve always known that humanity is at war — not with what we think of as weapons alone, but with systems, stories, and the forces that bend people to their will. We’ve always been here. I don’t want this to be true, but I see the patterns: loops of power and fear, recycled strategies that keep human beings stuck in a repetitive cycle. Why is it like that? That’s a good question.
Charlie Kirk stood as an archetype for free speech, and what happened to him was symbolic. Hit in the throat. Whatever in the heck happend ..it sure was a mass event….a big psycho-spiritual gut punch. A shocking, horror of a scene…over and over and over now.
I’m not descending into Fear & Anger. I listen to level-headed people sharing things that make sense. I model the behavior I see produces the results that make me feel better. I feel better when I tell the truth. I feel better when I’m kind. I feel better when I get out into the sunlight every day. Old habits are hard to break – I’m not perfect. However, it’s become a focal point and I’m making consistent changes to patterns of behavior. I can see it working in my life.
I think the only utopia I can build is inside: That inner raising of standards — leveling up — is the only revolution I trust to produce the results I need. I want to BE the prayer that asks for healing, for love, for the appropriate counter to the EVIL. May my focus on this continue to increase.
AND SO……I rise with the sun, and I stand in it with naked eyes. I write my thoughts in my “Magic Book” daily. I meditate & pray. I try to feed myself with nourishing food. I turn my attention to gratitude. I feed and use my mind and choose to expose myself to discomfort even though I could easily avoid it. I spend time in nature and I see it as TRUTH and try to accept my place within that TRUTH….and live as it teaches me. I work on seeing the lies and removing the false conditioning of the matrix system. This is my strategy to prepare myself for anything and everything.
If you believe that speaking out should be censored, silenced or killed for communicating ideas you disagree with…then you’re a medium for evil. That’s the same darkness that all the dark deeds have always been – no matter who is doing them. All the “evil doers” anyone has ever called out….that’s the same darkness. You, me….we share this common SHADOW Self – acknowledging it is what responsible people do. I think it’s up to us to resist that part & live in a way that doesn’t let it be our guiding force.